I feel really unsettled this evening, and my thoughts are all jumbled up….not sure the reason, though.
I’ve been really pissed and stressed lately about some 7th grade B.S. going on and a person talking about me on a fairly routine basis – umm…how old are we, here? And that is kinda giving me a reason to shut myself off from people – gosh I hate when I do that! – and add to that the family stressors and illnesses of late, and I just cant get myself motivated to participate in stuff when I know I’ll be feeling uncomfortable and out of place.
This prob doesnt make a lot of sense to most people reading this – I know Crys gets it, she let me vent a lot the other night, for which I’m eternally grateful.I just feel the need to shut myself down and off from negative energy right now, and give myself a break.
When I’ve been chatty